off course

2:36 PM | Thursday, September 28, 2006

good one.

Tues
usual day.didn't have tution.
cancel last minute.
then went to study till 9 at woodlands's library.
study quite a lot of maths.
Wed
also usual day.
didn't do much also.
went amk library after skool with aihui,qinghai,junfei,esther,sharlyn and michelle.
i left at 4.cause got tution la.
then rush home.tution one hour only.
then friday longer.
tml shall either go aihui cell grp or studying with jer,chongling and the rest.

i have cleared everything with you.
it's now to you to make the decision.
if you think he's better,go with him.
i am fine with it.
i will respect your decision.

Authentic.

12:54 PM | Tuesday, September 26, 2006

i lose you.):

there is goes.
i lose you.
why did you choose him,why not me?
there is something that i really wanting to tell you so much.
i don't know how.
but it's just like that.
AND GONE!
my love for you is so hard to describe.
your laughter,your smile,everyday get to see you.
i am so happy.
but whatever you wrote at your blog.
i know the person wasn't me.
i knew it,from the start i know i won't gain anything.
but why must you love him.me?
don't you know how sad i am?
NO,YOU DON'T.
you don't know how hurt i am.
you never know.

pearlin!!!
gosh,i really miss the time when we are talking on the phone!
hope that your O's can get over soon!
then go to your MJC.
hahahahaha.i miss and love my bestfriend.
after your O's,i am gonna like spend my whole night till morning talking to you!
so study hard gurl!

anyway,the gurl i am talking bout is not pearlin.
hahaha.don't be mistaken.
today was as usual la.
fine day.
tomorrow gonna study after my tution with junfei.
and its like few days more to eng paper.
so fast,but i don't see pearlin paper coming so soon.

i am getting bored,after exam wonder what am i going to do.
go out everyday till late night?
but please singapore is like so small.
like go out for one month can finish visiting every parts of singapore la.

Authentic.

3:00 PM | Sunday, September 24, 2006

perfect three days.(:

Thurs
good day as usual.
had study grp after skool.
i understand science more?
i didn't had tution because of this.
yeah,worth it?
Fri
skool was fine.
history test,okokay test.some thinks they flunked some thinks was quite okay.
for me it just perfect.cause before the test i was like reading that part.
but i don't look upon of scoring high.
but i don't really give a damn bout this lah.
i want to score better in the history exam.
i just love history and i want to score well for this.
not taking it for sec 3?
stupid combination lah,it given physics and chem or bio,geog,amaths.
i am sure of taking that amaths course,but i simply dont like geog lah.
and since i taking two maths,physics makes it look like i am taking 3 maths.
sucks alright?plus the skool say they never give a chem and bio class to a NA class before.look down on NA is it?
plus the chem and bio class is given to i think the lousiest combination means the lousiest class(no offence).
so if the lousiest class don't score well because of laziness or other things.
the skool can say look those chem and bio students see their marks.
they are bad or sth lah.but why must you offer it to the last class.
why not the amaths class.
it's stupid alright.
anyway,those who are in that chem and bio class,i am not offending you but i am saying about the skool.
Sat
went to orchard to tiasa and studying with jerome.
tiasa had new stocks!
but the unihoc sticks really look weird.
i think canadien and zone sticks are much more cooler.
exel sticks and stuffs are not in.
they say by next week should be in.
those who want to buy blade and grip these are the prices.
grips-range between twenty-thirty bucks.(any grips in the store)
blades-fourty-two bucks.(any blades in the store,no matter what brand.)
okay,i think that is cheap.
unihoc sticks are weird,especially the new logo of unihoc super weird!
go check and see.it's a shocker!
then went to orchard library,the place is super cool.
study like for a few hours.
left at five-thirty.
then went out with family.
jerome sorry!gotta pangseh you!
reached home at nine plus.

pearlin,we almost met at orchard.
haha.even almost near your house lah.
too bad i called you late.
take care,O's is near!
you wer sick during prelims.
but not on your O's.
you better take care bestfriend!

knowing you is great enough.
but since you love him so much.
go for it,in your heart i can't be compare to him.
i am just your kor in your heart.
you only treat me as one.
be happy with him,don't let me see you sad.
i will be very happy to help you,if you need help.
go for it!

Authentic.

2:36 PM |

some lmao stuffs.

1.Single,taken or crushing?
'crushing.but i want to be single.it's a better choice.

2.Are you happy with your life now?
'not exactly.

3.When you meet with the right person,do you fall in love with her fast?
'depends.

4.Have you ever had your heart broken?
'yupp.(:

5.Do you there believe are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
'nope,it tough to believe.

6.Would you take back someone if she cheats you?
'nahh.LMAO!

7.Have you talked about marriage with another before?
'don't think so.it's too early.

8.Do you want children?
'DEFINTELY.

9.How many?
'two or three?

10.Would you conside adoption?
'see how.but it depends in the future.i can't forsee the future right?

11.If someone like you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his/hurr feelings?
'talk it out or something else bahh.

12.Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
'not really.sometimes it really hurts,while sometimes it contains lots of joy.

13.Honest.what did you and your ex did?
'hug?i don't know.it been a long time.

14.Do you believe in love at first sight?
'kinda,but it was last time.now nope.

15.Are you romantic?
'know me and you shall know.(:

16.Do you believe you can change someone?
'if the person is willing to change,i will help.

17.If you could married somewhere,where would it be?
'singapore!where my family and friends are!

18.Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
'well,it all depends on the situation.

19.Do you have feeling for someone right now?
'honestly,yes.but i wished that 'someone' also do.i guess not.):

20.Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
'ya.that was a pretty tough call to make.

21.Have you ever broke a heart?
'ya.i think its only one?i am sorry *****.i really do.

22.If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl you deeply fell in love with,what would you do?
'if the gurl that i deeply fell in love with,likes my best friend.i couldn't do anything.but best friend for life.this gurl might be just a few years or sth.but i will try my best to be with the gurl.

23.Are you missing someone right now?
'ya.

Authentic.

12:46 PM | Thursday, September 21, 2006

JIMMY EAT WORLD LYRICS

"Last Christmas"

[Originally by Wham!]

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I give it to someone special.

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I have found the real love, now I found
You will never fool me again!

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I have found the real love, now I found
You will never fool me again!

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I give it to someone special.

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
The very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I give it to someone special.

this two songs are nice lah.
the seize the day is really damn nice.
songs are what that i can really numbed my thoughts for you.

Authentic.

12:29 PM |

seize the day-avenged sevenfold

AVENGED SEVENFOLD LYRICS

"Seize The Day"

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

12:15 PM |

was alright.

has the feeling changed for you?
i suddenly feel the lost of love in you.
evrything's gone.
no more romance for you.
nothing,practically nothing.
it doesn't really left much of it.
memories are memories indeed.

Authentic.

12:44 PM | Wednesday, September 20, 2006

practical.(:

Sun
was a fine day.
went for tution.
and then went out with family.
Mon
skool started quite good for me.
was happy with it.after skool,studied with sirbest,darren and spencer.
left at 4 for tution at bishan.
didn't really study much.
but i think was quite okay.
Tues
had practical today.
some say it's easy to cook a plate of fried rice.
while some say it's quite tough.
while i think it's seems easy,but it's tough when cooked.
i think i did quite okay with the decoration?
i think it was quite good.
studied at amk library with qinghai and junfei.
aihui,yanmei,soomin,esther and sharlyn joined us later.
i think library is where i am heading every single day after skool till EOY over.

i meant well for you.
what has happen?
it's changed so sudden.
no more back to back feelings.
i don't give a kind of fucking shit out of it.
anyway,wonder how have you been?
times flies.you changed.
you changed to much that i don't know that person was who.
depressing mood is all i got from you.
i do miss you.

Authentic.

2:14 PM | Sunday, September 17, 2006

good day.(:

today started by going to gary house at ten.
gary and steven cooked their pineapple rice for home-econs pratical test on thusrday for them,tuesday for me.
was quite nice lah,both were equally good.
just that gary's is too dry,while steven's is too wet.
then played winning eleven.
three grps.
damn,my group was the most puzzling of all.
first two matches for all four teams were 0-0.
my group consists of fary,me,gabriel and jianyi.
the last match for all four teams begin.
gabriel vs jianyi 0-0.
me vs gary 2-3
was leading with two ruud's goal.
then gary cameback,plus a super late winning goal!!!
pissed off and since i was out,went home to take my books for studying later.
after that went to j8 and eat long john with wanhao,jer,kok sien.
while gary,farhann and steven go to sembawang for soccer.
while eating saw nic,**** ***,daryl.
shalln't say that person out.
think they going zhengquan house.
then i and jerome went to look for jiani and cling who were at the library long ago.
haha,had fun there when it was funny.
but was quiet most of the time.
first time study so hard lah(for me).
until adeline came,we started drawing on each other's hand.
fun lah,then she left like thirty mins before we left?
yeah,left the library at seven.
went to macs for dinner,was a very light one.
student meal was light lah for me lah.
had a fine day today.

i love the singapore's this year WFC puma jersey.
but too bad in singapore cannot find puma jerseys(customized).
if have then good,bet phs will do a puma jersey.
then it shall be a perfect year for phs floorball!haha!

Authentic.

2:52 PM | Saturday, September 16, 2006

pearlin take a break,it's my turn to study.

today was quite okay.
i feel very happy today,don't know why.
but the last two periods saddens me.
we can't go watch forbidden city.
ahhh!plus we need to do a music review on one muscial we watch.
we were planning for forbidden city,now what?
nothing man.and plus musical ain't cheap.
forget it man,it's pissing me off.
hate it.

pearlin you finally take a one day break,now my turn to study lah.
gogo take a break lah,i bet you have studied real hard.
now it's my turn.
anyway,i just found a musical.
aihui and people i think you people will agree to it.

i am happy today.
but i don't know why.
i want to get to see you.
but i scared once you see me you will say me very fan or lo so.
that why today i just take a look without you noticing.
seeing you is really something everyday i wanted to.
i get to,but i am not happy.
why?tell me.

Authentic.

11:35 AM | Friday, September 15, 2006

fine day.

fine day today.
nothing much.
i don't like rainning days when i am having trg.
i don't like it lah.

pace and speed elements.
something i want to get.
get pace and speed,do anything you want in floorball.
wonderful.

thanks everyone,who cared for me.(:
i believed i still have nice and caring friends out there.(:
THANK YOU EVERYONE!

Authentic.

12:54 PM | Thursday, September 14, 2006

lyrics-angels or devils by dishwalla

Dishwalla
Angels Or Devils
Lyrics by Ryan Kelley

This is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Authentic.

12:40 PM |

lyrics-your body is wonderland by john mayer(:

This song is nice.i post on another song later.

Your Body Is A Wonderland
by John Mayer

We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you

One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue

'Cause if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it

you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland

I'll never speak of this again
Now theres no reason
I've got the kinda love in my hands
To last all season

(humming)

Authentic.

2:15 PM | Wednesday, September 13, 2006

crappy.

Mon
had nth much.
went sepncer's house after skool.
did the project,finally.
homed at 5.
Tues
skool was fine.but home-econs pissed me off.
no practical again,but thats not the main point.
the main point is that our pratical exam is nex week!
damn man,we only had one pratical lesson.
plus it's on muffins,and the pratical exam is choose between mee goreng and fried rice.
ass.it like i forget how to cook lah.
forget it.pissing me off lah.
then had trg after skool.
was quite okay?
until the quarreling part?
yeah,shalln't talk bout the quarreling part.
trg was okay,i guess?

guys the championship is not long from now.
i believe we can win it this year,or else get into top 4 should be okay.
then we slowly build it to championship way.
it's just a matter of time.

i didn't did what i wanted to show you.
give me a chance to prove.
it should be no problem,i guess?
show me the way lah.(:

AUTHENTIC.

11:23 AM | Monday, September 11, 2006

lucky day

today was lucky.
went to Tampines sports hall at 8.30.
fucking early.
jer and chenjie got match.
Pesta Sukan Cup.
based on knockout stage.
team taz vs team squirrels.
7-2 or 7-3 forget le.
team taz won.i got to do the statistics for the match?
i dont know what to call it.
but its like writing the kepper save how many,then whether got any match penalty and keep the score.was quite fun.
then later do the second match statistics.
millenia(don't know how to spell it) skools innebandy vs team taz.
the far most exciting floorball match i ever seen.
the passion of winning for the taz players.
even they were down they never give up.
but still lose 3-2.
one of the best match ever.plus lots of crowd for this match.lols.
moosemen was strong too.
innebandy was strong but still can be beaten.
today really enjoyed myself,even though its just 2 periods.
it was fanatastic floorball.

AUTHENTIC.

2:17 PM | Sunday, September 10, 2006

another lame one -.-

Pick the month you are born:
January-I kicked
February-I loved
March-I smoked
April-I dry humped
May-I choked on
June-I murdered
July-I did the Macarena with
August-I had lunch with
September-I danced with
October-I sang to
November-I yelled at
December-I ran over

Pick the day(number) you were born on:
1-a birdbath
2-a monster
3-a phone
4-a fork
5-a Mexican
6-a gangster
7-my cell phone
8-my dog
9-my bestfriend's girlfriend
10-my neighbour
11-my science teacher
12-a banana
13-a fireman
14-a stuffed animal
15-a goat
16-a pickle
17-your mom
18-a spoon
19-myself
20-a baseball bat
21-a ninja
22-a model
23-a noodle
24-a squirrel
25-a football player
26-my sister
27-my brother
28-an i-pod
29-a permanent marker
30-an ilama
31-a homeless guy

Pick the colour of shirt you are wearing:
White-beacuse I'am cool like that.
Black-because that's how i roll.
Pink-because I'm NOT a homosexual
Red-because the voices told me to do so.
Blue-because I'm sexy and i do what i want.
Green-because i hate myself.
Purple-because I'm cool.
Grey-because I was drunk
Yellow-because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars.
Orange-because I hate my family.
Brown-because I was high.
Other-because I'm a ninja
None-because I can't control myself.

Now,type out the sentence you make and pass it on!
I had lunch with(hungry lah) your mom(no bad ideas) because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars.(haha,i have no ideas to do anything to your mum!)

Authentic.

1:43 PM |

lame -.-

Instructions
1.put your music on shuffle.
2.Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.NO CHEATING!
4.Tag at five people tagboard to ask them to do this!
5.Bold the questions and with the answers,give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?(do you remember by aaron carter)
i don't want to remember today.sucky day.
Will you get far in life?(here i am to worship by sonicflood)
yes,i defintely get far with life when i worship god.(:
How do your friends see you?(hero by nickelback)
nonono.they don't see as a hero lah.):
Will you get married?(who i am hates who i've been by relient k)
no link at all. -.-
What your best friend's Theme song?(not your average thug by leehom)
my bestfriend is no average guy.(:
What is the story of your life?(confessions of a broken heart by lindsay lohan)
lots of confessions in a broken heart.):
What was high skool like?(cemetery drive by my chemical romance)
high skool was cemetery.dead skool life.
How can you get ahead in life?(broken wings by alterbridge)
life's like a broken wings,once down it's hard to comeback.
What is the best thing about your friends?(sleeping with the light on by busted)
sleeping.haha.
What in store for this weekend?(holiday by green day)
haha,indeed holiday at home on sat,outing on sunday.
What song describes you?(ai de qi ji by jungiery stars)
nahh,not for me now.don't want to get involve in love now.
To describe your grandparents?(just the girl by the click five)
ya,they want a girl.me and my brother creates havoc at home.

AUTHENTIC.

2:25 PM | Saturday, September 09, 2006

losuy.):

Thurs
trg at night was sucky for me lah.
i didn't play well.
just look at how sharil play.
to think i playing for piranhaz.
forget it man.
i go div 3 and play for a club better.
i just don't even know i want to play for piranhaz now.
i am just scare i let in more goals when i am playing in div 1 next year.
it seems so tough lah.
Fri
went out with my family.
family day?
quite say so.
my mum birthday lah.
haha.as usual eat dinner and buy cake and blah and blah.
didn't go trg because of mum birthday.
but i wanted to go.
just think mum's birthday more important lah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

it's purely plainly lousy lousy performance.
how can i play for div 1?
div 2 should still be okay.
i can forget bout under-19.
i think i be better off a player lah.
when i am a player,i am better and faster as a player instead of goalie.
i think that what i can be.
i don't know?
soemone help me out with this.
i need help.

AUTHENTIC.

7:30 AM | Friday, September 08, 2006

long break.

Tues
nth much.went out.
but was quite a good day lah.
Wed
went out with my classmates for movie.
devil wear prada.
was quite okay movie.
saw three teachers.
mrs nath,mrs wong and one more teacher.
then after that left them.(sorry people)
left them because got match at tampines sports hall with east knights.
i assisted jerome in a goal.
6-4.(i think)
nice game,i think i did well?
Thurs.
had a long tution.
going to trg later.
a lot of players but zero keeper?
means i going there be goalie.
whatever lah.
as long as i get to play can already.

i thought over it.
it's really useless waiting.
plus you already had him in mind.
must well study and play floorball hard.
work my way up.
and then have a gurl.
isn't this better?
i guess i shall be like that.

AUTHENTIC.

2:30 PM | Tuesday, September 05, 2006

bad or good day?i can't tell.

Sun
had a fine day.
breeze through the whole afternoon quickly with tution.
then at night go eat buffet!haha.but not nice de.
then saw torrent V.
i want get it.
that shoe damn nice can!
Mon
morning thought was a good day.
but didn't turn out to be i guess?
junfei came in the afternoon.
then left when i was about to go tution.
after tution,went to buy that torrent V.
walk around suntec,couldn't find.
then the shop like at the other tower.
so was like wth.
then saw so many nice adidas things lah.
i want to own the whole adidas shop!
bought torrent V.
then went royal sporting house.
saw this le coq sportiff shirt.
it's like damn cool!
anybody want to buy for me?
it's nice lah!trust me.
you will fall in love with it.

I WANT THAT LE COQ SPORTIFF SHIRT!
the world have just lost one great guy.
STEVE IRWIN.
in the tennis world one player have retired.
he's no ordinary player.
ANDRE AGASSI.
both have contributed to the world a lot.
they are really great people.

i know what is in your heart.
defintely it's not me.
but i love you a lot.
i don't know why.
but i know i couldn't tell you this.
I LOVE YOU.
i can't.cause you love him not me.
that simple.
give me a chance.
but fate just don't bring us together.
it's just like that.

i am waiting for you.

2:45 PM | Sunday, September 03, 2006

fun day.(:

morning had to wake up early for trg.
trg was quite okay lah.
after trg,go market eat.
went skl with jer.
he wanted to see sth.
saw sharlyn and yanmei with the HPT's.
saw andrew too!(scary)
then went home.
slept for liek two hrs.
then go cousin house.
omg,my mum's birthday like coming?
in a few days.gosh,gotta save up money for a cake.

i realised it.
i knew what i wanted for myself.
the best of me is coming out.
i guess i really have to be better in a lot of things.
floorball,studies,and stuffs.
relationship matters,i think i shall put it aside first.
shall concentrate on studies and floorball.
studying hard in sept holidays.

i am waiting for you.

12:30 PM | Saturday, September 02, 2006

bored.

Wed
skl was fine.
no more genesis trg.
not taking part in pesta sukan.
dreams as keeper was dashed?
i don't know.
Thurs
had teacher's day celebration.
end quite early.
went jurong swimmming with gary,jer and farhann.
didn't went back primary skl!
next year bahh.don't feel like going.
we swim like for one hour then it rain.
then after we bathe got sun.
stupid man.
then went to j8 walk around.
on the train back,farhann and jer was damn funny with the dance move.
then started realising gary speaking in funny slang.
haha.then farhann copied him,then all started doing this slang.
then got one indian uncle laugh at us.
got home,was too tired and slept early.
Fri
was supposed to go out.
in the end never.
then boring day slacking at home.

i knew i never be with you.
but i really want to.
just be with him.
seeing you and him together i can rest my mind.
and forget everything.
the joy and laughter and happiness we had.
i will still love you.

i am waiting for you.